Younger me:
never wanted kids
was always in a rush
had low self esteem
was in a hurry to be on her own
had little self respect
wanted calm but got chaos
thought little of the future
thought things just worked out
always wanted to socialize
wasted my beauty
was a fan of phases
took my grandparents for granted
Older me:
loves that I had kids
misses the people who loved me most
craves nature
can't ride dizzy rides anymore
slowly forgets my child mind
still likes toys
needs reassurance sometimes
is more scared than ever
has dogs of my own
is fashion trendy
wants others to be calm
makes art
is okay being me.
