Me

Younger me: 

never wanted kids

was always in a rush

had low self esteem

 was in a hurry to be on her own

had little self respect

wanted calm but got chaos

thought little of the future

thought things just worked out

always wanted to socialize

wasted my beauty

was a fan of phases

took my grandparents for granted

Older me:

loves that I had kids

misses the people who loved me most

craves nature

can't ride dizzy rides anymore

slowly forgets my child mind

still likes toys

needs reassurance sometimes

is more scared than ever

has dogs of my own

is fashion trendy

wants others to be calm

makes art

is okay being me.